Preparation

Today i have been at work trying to get all of my cases up to date and organised before i finish up on Thursday. My mind whilst at work has also been occupied by thoughts about the surreal nature of being in one place today and by Friday night being somewhere else entirely. Hopefully on a whole other continent, catching up with Dawn, who i haven't seen for... too long. That is the plan to be safely in Virginia however something about the preparation and the nature of the mode of travel (aeroplanes always feel risky to me, although i know they are safer that most modes of travel it is hard to understand how they manage to stay in the sky) enables fear about death to arise more acutely than usual.

However hopefully all will be well and there will be many more days on earth to treasure and value, to live to the full with intention, to capture, create, experience, to love, to be...
more time before the ultimate change, the final knowing, of being.